You're right. You're right. I-I have forgotten how to act like a normal human being. And I play games and I lie and I - and trick people to avoid truth of how I feel. And the idea of letting anyone close to me is - is - is terrifying, for obvious reasons. But the truth, Teresa, is that I can't imagine waking up knowing that I won't see you. The truth is... I love you. You can't imagine how good that feels to say out loud, but it scares me... and it is the truth. It is the truth of what I feel.