映像美と音と圧倒的なブラピの存在感な。
目がすごい。
“The attack it was full of rage.
I understand that rage.
I've seen that rage in my father and I've seen that rage in me.
Because I'm angry that he took off.
He left us.
You know but when I look at that anger, if I push it aside and just put it away all I see is hurt.
I just see pain.
I think it keeps me walled off walled off from relationships and opening myself up and, you know, really caring for someone.
And I don't know how to get past that.
I don't know how to get around that.
And it worries me.
And I don't wanna be that guy.
I don't wanna be my dad.”
“I'm steady, calm.
I slept well, no bad dreams.
I am active and engaged.
I'm aware of my surroundings and those in my immediate sphere.
I'm attentive. I am focused on the essentials, to the exclusion of all else.
I'm unsure of the future but I'm not concerned.
I will rely on those closest to me, and I will share their burdens, as they share mine.
I will live and love.”
面白かった。親子の確執。
父に憧れを抱きつつも恨めしさもある。
会いたいのかどうか分からない。
対峙しないといけない瞬間がきたね。
父が自分のことを気にかけたことがないのを知っていても、それでも愛してたんだなあ。
そして父は英雄ではなかった。
イメージの崩壊。
宇宙軍とやらが国家って感じで流石だなあと思う(悪い意味で)。
イメージを守るために他の命を犠牲にするんだもの。
最後に父の取った行動は偉大だと思う。
近くにいる人を大切に愛して生きていく。
