ー "I have a childhood hangover thing about not weeping in public, and I was concentrating on holding myself together. I did not want to weep for Martin, tears seemed futile. But I may also have been afraid, and I could not have been the only one, that if I began to weep I would not be able to stop. I started to cry, and i stumbled. [...] The story of the negro in America is the story of America. It is not a pretty story."