“ I think if you talk to me about it, it will make you feel better.
I saw terrible things...and I did terrible things. So if I'm talking to you,it will make me sad...and it will make you, too, sad. In this life...I just want to be happy in this life. If I'm telling this to you...you will think that...I am some sort of beast...or devil. I am all of these things...but I also having mother... father...brother and sister once. They loved me. ”